Grieving for a baby I never met

TW: talks of miscarriage, pregnancy loss

October is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness month. It’s so commonplace (1 in 4 women experience a loss) but it’s not talked about often.

I’m 1 in 4. I lost my first during the first trimester. I didn’t even know I had lost them until I went into my 12 week appointment. I didn’t have an ultrasound that day since it was just a routine check…